Wednesday, June 1, 2011

Meds

I've been off the Lexapro for a few days now. I was supposed to start the Cymbalta but I haven't got the prescription filled yet. My head is messed up, I not sure what was the meds and what is my head. I have been withdrawn, forgetful, and a bit confused. I have been obsessed with mastering Corel Photo paint, I've been spending hours on the program. I think it might be because I don't feel much like interacting with people right now. It's like I'm drunk trying to talk to sober people, that self-conscious feeling you get when you know your brain is not quite right. The fear you might say things that are inappropriate.

I've also had trouble sleeping, I have constant vivid dreams, and toss and turn. I'm tired.