I've been feeling pretty crappy again, I'm so tired and lethargic. I was feeling okay for a week or so after the doc put me on some new meds. I seemed to be sleeping much better, I was actually waking up feeling rested. But now it's back to normal, waking up feeling like I was hit by a truck. I guess the effects of the meds has worn off. I wish I could find out what's wrong with me.
I don't know how much more of this I can take. I'm not living, I'm just existing, nothing more. I plod through each day as if I'm walking uphill against a strong wind. I have no motivation or drive to do anything. Christmas is coming up and I have no energy to do anything, nor do I seem to have any feelings towards the holiday. I just want it to be over.
I haven't written anything lately, I guess because I haven't been this depressed for a while.
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